A comprehensive list of all the fan-fics I care to admit to:
It's getting too confusing trying to navigate my fics here, so I am finally putting together an organised list. I'll try to keep it updated.
Please note warnings at the fics, as I haven't included them on this list.
If you choose to use the tags to search instead, please note that the tag 1 denotes one-shots and the first part of any series.
List is in the following order:
Merlin oneshots darkfics RPS completed series
Harry Potter oneshots completed series
Other fandom oneshots WIPs (all fandoms) Drabbles and snippets (all fandoms)
In the Covert of the Night Arthur, Merlin (G) ~510 words Once, just once, Merlin had seen a lute in Arthur's rooms, leaning casually against the wall as if it belonged there.
Just a Naughty Boy Arthur/Merlin (PG) ~1800 words It was actually quite hard to get on the Naughty List. Even such small things as smiling at strangers and giving up your seat on the bus were credited towards your account. This Arthur must be a complete arse to make the list ...
Unusual Behaviour Arthur/Merlin Uther/Ygraine (M) ~1760 words "..shine my boots, order the horses for first light tomorrow, fix that buckle on my hauberk and be in my bed by change of watch or I'll have you put in the stocks, Merlin. I mean it. You are taking entirely too long..."
Irritations Why Arthur stopped wearing a nightshirt. (G) ~430 words Arthur hadn't been the same since he nearly died because of the Questing Beast. Not only was he extremely grumpy and prone to mood swings but he had taken to sleeping half-naked.
The black-hearted knight Merlin/Arthur, Merlin/OMC (R) ~3600 words "Later, Arthur couldn't believe it had taken him so long to put the pieces together. Why had he never thought to ask why Merlin was suddenly so happy? Why had he not pursued the question of who was taking Merlin to the Duck and Goose? Why, oh why, had his manservant felt that he had to keep his love-life a secret from Arthur?"
At the change of watch Merlin/Arthur, Arthur/OMC (M) 1725 words "Don't be ridiculous," Arthur gasped, sliding his hands into Geraint's dark hair. "You know the King's attitude. I can't take the risk again. What if I approached the wrong person?"
Beyond the Warrior's Code Merlin/Arthur (M) ~600 words A wave of longing ran like a pulse of energy through Arthur. It had been pure instinct to refuse the hug. He had never meant any such thing - a manly buffet on the shoulders was what he gave all his knights when they did well.
But, to me Merlin/Arthur (mild R) ~3800 words “Merlin!” Arthur exclaimed. “He wasn’t supposed to be anywhere near the fighting!”
Glory Hole Merlin/Arthur, Merlin/OMCs (R) ~1700 words No-one knows who first discovered it but it’s an open secret among the male population of the castle: in the cellars there’s a hole which leads on to the storerooms of the knights’ quarters.
Green Eyes Merlin/Arthur, Merlin/OFC (M) ~3000 words Arthur thought seriously of having Hunith fetched from Ealdor on swift horses, but when he thought about it some more he wasn't entirely sure that Hunith wasn't too nice. She'd probably even be pleased at the idea of grandchildren - women were like that, he was told.
Lacing Up Arthur Merlin/Arthur (NC-17) ~1300 words "Do I look so much like a girl?" Arthur asked. His voice was strained. Well it must be a shock to find that your servant was such a freak that he grew hard as a rock lacing you into a corset.
The Long Way Round Merlin/Arthur (M) ~2500 words Merlin had hidden from people giving him presents as innocuous as flowers and apples - what would he do if Arthur attempted to give him jewellery and clothes, titles and land?
Springs the wood anew Gaius/OFC, Merlin/Arthur (PG) ~550 words "This is Merlin, Hunith's son," he says to the grave marker. "I've told you about him. He's a good boy really."
The Storyteller Merlin/Arthur (M) ~1750 words "Once upon a time in a land far away there lived a noble Prince," began the storyteller. A lot of stories began that way, and Arthur hated it.
Three French Hens Gen: OT4 (G) ~3800 words Arthur's half-trained mount, strong and skittish with a mean streak a mile wide, was currently laden with one Prince, one servant, two sets of saddlery and five clucking members of the poultry family (in a basket).
Traditional Gen: Merlin, Arthur (PG) ~570 words The vine and dagger gave way at the same time. "Oh just get over it, Arthur," Merlin said, tossing the shards of his dagger into the undergrowth. "You'll probably save my life next week so what does it matter? Can I borrow your sword?"
Two reasons not to sleep with Arthur Merlin/Arthur (R) ~3800 words Promise or no promise, Arthur's father would expect him to run the sorcerer through with his sword without further delay. But Arthur kept his promises, even when he'd been tricked into them by a lying sorcerer.
With Flaming Sword Merlin/Arthur (PG) ~2800 words As the sun rose Merlin could make out Arthur's shining hair among the riders ahead. He was tied to his horse, surrounded by mounted soldiers, while Merlin stumbled behind, roped to a cart which appeared to hold booty and supplies.
Game Over Merlin/Arthur (R) ~400 words NON-CON "Arthur fights, he yells and strains against his invisible bonds reopening a large gash on his shoulder which bleeds sluggishly into the cloak underneath him, but the circle is unmoved, some faces gleeful, some vengeful and angry."
Conquered series Merlin/Arthur (R) 3 parts ~3000 words total NON-CON & VIOLENCE "Please, Father," said the usurper Prince. "He's so pretty... and you know that Uther would hate that worse than execution: to have his son slave to one of us."
Of Milk and Men Colin/Bradley (G) ~650 words Bradley snores dreadfully. The cast all find this out when he falls asleep on the bus back from Parc Asterix.
After the Long Winter, Spring Colin/Bradley, Merlin (PG) ~1900 words No-one used magic. Merlin thought that it was not just from caution - people SPOKE easily enough of magic, but he waited and waited, and he never sensed another sorcerer. On the telly that was so ubiquitous he sometimes heard it spoken of, and soon after his first night under a roof in over a thousand years he saw why the voices had woken him.
Worth Fighting For Colin/Bradley (M) ~850 words If he had known that the person coming in was Bradley. If he had known that Bradley used this cupboard for the odd quiet wank between scenes. If he had known what Bradley would look like...
In Too Deep unrequited Colin/Bradley (R) ~700 words Bradley's really worked out to get a swimmer's build for this movie. He's even shaved his chest hair, which gives Colin a pang whenever he sees the smooth gleaming definition where all that golden fuzz had once curled and clung.
FINISHED MULTI-PART or SERIES Merlin Please note that darkfic series are listed under 'darkfic'.
Control Arthur/Morgause (2 parts) (R) ~600 words It's hard enough to keep control of the big boys without adding Arthur Pendragon into the mix.
A marriage proposal, and what follows Merlin/Gwen/Arthur (2 parts) (R) ~4600 words "All three of us, together," she said, trying not to laugh. Clearly he had envisaged some kind of division of time between them both, or possibly sharing the bed of one of them and making occasional visits to the other. Not if she had anything to say, which at this point she certainly did.
At His Will Merlin/Arthur, Merlin/Morgana (2 parts) Pt1(G) / Pt2(R) ~7000 words The Prince is dying of the vilest dark sorcery and his physicians tell me that he will not see the new moon rise again. Only sorcery can save him, as it has so cruelly damned him.
Rosa Alba Merlin/Arthur (2 parts) (PG) ~2200 words M-PREG “Your mama wasn’t uneducated: she could read and write. Her favourite colour was blue, and her favourite flowers were the hedge-roses, the white ones. That’s why your papa called you Alba, for the white roses.”
The Firebird - a Snupin Fairytale Severus/Remus ~4200 words “Once upon a time there was a czar who had no heir. He had fallen in love as a youth and ever mourned his dead lover, fallen long ago in a foreign war - and on the wrong side. Nevertheless every nobleman needs an heir and therefore the Czar of Hogwarts, Albus Dumbledore, took three young boys into his household to raise as his heirs.”
Conversations between friends Harry/Ron ~3500 words “I guess I’m a bit angry,” he admitted slowly. “I thought I knew everything about you and now I find that you must have been lying to me. That makes me angry. I.... Oh fuck it, Harry - I can’t do this without asking questions. Come out and talk to me when you’re ready.”
Crumpets and Honey Ginny/Neville ~2500 words Neville had tears running unnoticed down his cheeks. “That was how I felt when I killed the snake,” he said. His bright eyes were fixed on her face, and his handkerchief was a sodden wreck, so she pulled up the hem of her t-shirt to wipe away his tears.
Essential Qualities in a Sperm Donor Severus/Remus ~7300 words He Obliviated Remus in the cold dawn, as the Gryffindor lay sated and fast asleep, using some very special spells to remove all traces of his semen and especially his scent - even smoothing the bedclothes to remove all traces of their passionate embraces. Remus would remember deciding to apparate home with Severus, but nothing else.
Exquisitus Severus/Remus ~3300 words Finally Severus ventured "I don't know many other gay wizards socially, Remus. In fact, I think I only know one." Lupin rolled his eyes. Socially, huh? So they were over the whole werewolf prank/eternal emnity thing now, were they? News to him.
The Fifth Full Moon Remus/Lucius ~2300 words 'Lucius Malfoy could be an asset of enormous value to the Order' finished the scroll, 'Please report promptly if information comes to hand.' Remus sighed, and set about saving the asshole's life.
Gift-Wrapped Gen: Severus, Remus (last line only is shippy) ~750 words Over the years Dumbledore, too, had always paused to admire the wrapping for a moment before opening presents from Lupin, giving Severus just that instant of time to realise the insufficiency of his own wrapping, usually done at the store by a sullen assistant. (They were always sullen after serving Severus.)
Good intentions and christmas cards Gen: Lily, Severus, Remus ~650 words Lily comes into the first class after Christmas with Remus beside her. Severus hates, hates, hates. It should be Severus beside her, Severus’ dark hair brushing her cheeks as they share a book. It should be Severus, but it never is. The hat put him in Slytherin.
Missing, believed dead Severus/Remus ~3500 words It didn't surprise Remus that few in the Order were interested in restoring Severus Snape's good name. Minerva aside, few knew Snape well, and fewer still were interested in helping him.
Of wolves and Blacks Remus/Severus Remus/Narcissa ~1700 words “You’re an idiot werewolf and I am very angry with you.” Severus said evenly. “You are very lucky that the Dark Lord has crucioed and humiliated you to the point where even I cannot contemplate hurting you again this evening.
One Soul Gen: Luna, George - 451 words Luna's gaze was dreamier than ever as she said, "My mother told me the story when I was little - don't you know it?
Princess Harry/Draco (My first attempt at porn) ~2450 words Safely locked in a toilet cubicle, he took them out again. The second photo was still as shocking as the first time he had seen it. A naked Draco Malfoy was gazing directly at the camera as he stroked his cock.
Sound and Fury Lily/James, James/OFC, Lily/Remus ~3500 words “Are all boys liars and fucking cheating bastards, Remus?” Lily’s voice managed to be both savage and vulnerable simultaneously. Remus briefly closed his eyes, grasping the situation without need for further clarification.
Surviving Seventh Year Neville/Alecto Angst not Porn ~1100 words “Can we just go over the facts again, please Neville?” pleads Susan. “Pretend we are talking about someone else if you like. Yes – pretend it is about me: I'm the one who has fallen in love with a Death Eater...”
An Unwise Announcement Harry/Draco (My very first fan-fic EVER. It still makes me giggle.) ~2500 words All I want to do for the next six weeks is drink butterbeer, bask in the sunshine - and maybe fool around a little with a fuck-buddy."
FINISHED MULTI-PART Harry Potter
That Boy Severus/Remus ~5800 words The boy was everything that Lupin had claimed, and worse. He talked non-stop. He talked with his mouth full. He talked incessantly in an appalling accent and with all the grammatical finesse of a two-year-old, if a two-year-old had a wharfie’s vocabulary.
We know not whither Severus/Remus ~7700 “I thought you should know,” Severus said. Could he leave now? Was it socially acceptable to drop a bombshell on a colleague and walk away? Probably not.
Raisons (Also at AO3) James/Robbie ~2100 words James can't stop fantasising about his Inspector.
The Tale of the Frog Prince (Also at AO3) James/Robbie ~3000 words A rather loose re-working of a Russian Fairy Tale: 'The Tale of the Frog Princess', Lewis-style.
ONE-SHOTS Miscellaneous Fandoms
One down... (Also at AO3) SGA - John/Rodney ~550 words Teyla had told him the legend of that serpentine constellation right above them: it represented a wedding procession, she'd said, with the twin stars at the top being the bride and groom.
A Fair Wind (Also at AO3) Windrose Chronicles - Minhyrdin the Fair/Clovis II The ballads said that she had thrown his clothes in the fountain - and so she had - but she had also stripped the apartments he gave her and given the contents to any passer-by who cared to cart them away.
His Favourite Cousin (Also at AO3) Heyer/Cotillion - Jack/Hugh “Indeed. Well you will have to restrain yourselves with the housemaids, nevertheless.” Hugh turned to go, but let out a grunt of shock as his cousin threw a boot which hit him in the ankle. “Dammit, Jack! That hurt! We’re not twelve any more, you know!” he exclaimed furiously, striding over to grasp his cousin’s arms angrily and pull him to his feet.
Memories of a faun (Also at AO3) Chronicles of Narnia Lucy/Tumnus I spent ten years living among humans and perhaps I grew more human myself. Sometimes I crept out of the palace to bonfire revels, but they weren't the way of life for me that they were for most fauns, merely an occasional taste of home. And one day I looked at the pretty willow-dryad I was tupping and felt sick at the thought of what my Lucy would say if she knew.
Memory, Chapter 7a (Also at AO3) Vorkosigan Saga - Miles/Ivan Miles remembered. At sixteen Ivan's lankiness was just beginning to fill out into the impressive dimensions he would reach as a man. His hair, which he had failed to cut that summer purely in order to annoy his mother, curled in little wisps at the nape of his neck and framed the curlicues of his ears.
A Different Path AU I always think of this one as 'Priest Hathaway' (Lewis) Party Games James is tempted. (Lewis) 837 words Breaking Out In that moment between sleep and waking, Robbie reveals something to James. 769 words Protector Lewis is James' protector. (Lewis) 100 words